I hate my life. It's pretty bad when you get blamed for the fact that money is running out, but I am not the one who "doesn't feel like cooking" or "hasn't went grocery shopping" so we have to get take out.  

Is your lack of privacy for a few days that much more important than the security of our financial future?
Is your need to shop more important than my need to upgrade my skills to get a better paying job or even in the end own my own business which would benefit you in the long run?

I wonder would I really have these money troubles if I wasn't with you? And had no need to "give" you money? Or no more than a set amount monthly??

I wish I had a time machine to change things.